Covering your entire face with your pillow as you try hard not to make that whimpering sound. You want to scream out loud but your entire family is asleep or may hear your cries. You want to stop crying but your heart is being squeezed up tight and tears just keep on rolling down your face. After a while you stop crying but the pain in your heart still remains as your head is filled with a million thoughts running through your head, making you unable to sleep.

I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love, and you know what, they just don't care that I love them. They don't care whether or not I live or die. To them I'm just another girl, just another stranger. To me, they are my best friends, the only people I have left. (This is how I used to feel, all the time)

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Chalda Nabila's birthday

Pas ultah Nabila, aku, Nabilah Badriyah Gelshirani, Anisya Nur Pratina, Nabila Farah Triansa, Taliza Ayu DPT, Felia Dewi Nabila, Dania Haidi R, Audrey Kurnianti, Syadza Gladiola, Alvira Ratna Monica, Nadiva Aliyya AP, ALdo, Rafi Athallah, Jovito Al-Fachri Sahain, Pandu, sama Nabila pastinya, ke pizza hut. Disana kita makan-makan sama ngobrol juga. Aku inget, Pandu duduk nya misah meja gitu kaya lg sedih ._. kita ngetawain, gatau nya. hm gausah dibahas._____. trs lama-lama dia mau duduk bareng kita. pas aku udah dijemput, jovito nanyain ada ariq farhan engga, trs aku check ke mobil. pas nyampe mobil, aku bilang ke ariq, 'di-cari-in jovito tuh' dia blg 'dimana?' aku jwb 'di dalam, mau masuk? ada rafi athallah juga' trs dia turun dan masuk ke pizza hut-__- astaga beneran ternyata lol. masuk-masuk dia makan-in gitu, trs ngucapin selamat ultah tp salah orang, dia ngucapin nya ke farah apa felia apa siapa gitu lupa-_- yg lain pada ngetawain doang. abis makan-in langsung masuk mobil lagi. maaf ya nabila. makasih banyak. hahaha

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