Covering your entire face with your pillow as you try hard not to make that whimpering sound. You want to scream out loud but your entire family is asleep or may hear your cries. You want to stop crying but your heart is being squeezed up tight and tears just keep on rolling down your face. After a while you stop crying but the pain in your heart still remains as your head is filled with a million thoughts running through your head, making you unable to sleep.

I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love, and you know what, they just don't care that I love them. They don't care whether or not I live or die. To them I'm just another girl, just another stranger. To me, they are my best friends, the only people I have left. (This is how I used to feel, all the time)

Friday, January 6, 2012

Bukber 20 Agustus 2011


La Forte bukber di kun-nyah toast fresh market kota wisata. Janjian disitu jam 5an. Yg ikut : Amanda Salsabila, Della Ayu Siti Fatimah, Taliza Ayu DPT, Nabilah Badriyah G (Bella), Anisya Nur Pratina, Tiara Kartika Putri, Chalda Nabila, Anandhia Salsabila Octovany N, Aira Saveghia Araffanda, Nabila Farah Triansa, Julia Dian Ferdinand, Adelisa Mutiara Dewi Pulungan, Yuri Shizcha Amelinda, Nadira Maharani R, Reiva Zaviera M, Fillah F, Amhar Wajdi Yanreginata, M Ryan Fulvian, Rafi Abiyyu Priyahutama, Ahmad Nawwar D, M Indra Nur Pratama, Ahmad Ananda Surya Ramadhan, Deni Ashiddiq Faiztika, Alif MS, Rafi Athallah, Raevan Valdis Salimi, Aldo, Ilham Radityo Raharjo (Ditto), Fadhil, Gibran Cesarino S *yg belum gua sebut bilang ya, comment, chat, or anything else*. Disana kita main-main dulu, trus buka puasa. Abis itu kita gajelas ngapain. Ada yg ngurusin uang buat bayar makanan yg buat buka puasa, ada yg ngajak solat, ada yg ngajak main TOD, dan ada yg ngajak foto. Trs jadi nya, abis ngurusin uang, kita ke masjid Kota Wisata di sebelah Fajar Hidayah, sambil jalan sambil foto dikit-dikit. Kita solat magrib, abis itu pada mencar gatau kemana. Ada yg solat tarawih, ada yg ke indomart, ada yg pulang, banyak lah. Gue sm yg lain nya sih ke indomart trs nongkrong di depan nya. Abis itu kita pulang satu per satu. Maaf banyak yg gua skip. 







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